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Writing / Poetry Journal
« on: March 11, 2007, 05:49:40 am »
These are just a bunch of poem I made for my poetry journal in English. The teacher gave me 11/10 for all... wierd. He might have just added an extra mark by accident... but I'm not gonna ask him about it just in case he changes it.



He noticed, watched and studied her
He had for a long time.
But this girl no more than average,
never knew of his spying eyes.
No, she could not even see him...
that ghost who knew her better than words.
A phantom who lurked in the shadows;
She never knew of his stalking ways.
Even in the afterlife,
he did not want to move on to heaven
because staying by her was all he wanted... and needed.
Then this girl who forgot all about him
grew up, got married, and had children.
But patiently waiting... he stayed by her,
through all the hardships of her life.
She aged more and more while he stayed in his childish form,
and the moment she was about to close her eyes in eternal rest,
Her cold, trembling hands reached out to him and she said,
"I'll finally get to see you, my only true love"


Another late night...
the ceiling calls out to me.

Wide-eyed, I see something lurking in the darkness.
Another illusion?

The sheets are crumpled, pieces clutched in my hand.
Images surface from the blankets.

I can't help the fact that I'll always hear those voices;
Waking me up throughout the night.

I'll never stop thinking about you, because knowing
I hurt my beloved keeps this fellow awake all night long.

Forgive this fool,
the sleep deprived one.

Calling me late this misty night,
I stay up late... eyes open wide.

Murderous Heart

Slowly, surely, in the end you will kill me.
Not with instruments of destruction,
Not by your own hands,
but your heart...
will kill me.

A bit crazy, yes?
That I notice you,
Even in a crowd, no, sea of people.
It hurts to say,
that even you are not worthy of my affection.

So please, take the time to figure it out!
I cannot stand being trapped in this cage
specifically designed by you.
Trying to pry my way out only hurts me;
Such a devious trick played by you.

The hours and days I spend for you
are a waste of valuable time and unrequited effort,
Because in the end
You will kill me...
with your heart.


Maybe you don't care
Maybe you can't even see me
But I'm there-
watching you
Actually I know you can't see me
and that's why loving you is so painful
You can't love me if you don't even know I exist
All I can do is love you from afar,
My precious.
Invisible... that's what I am.
I'm just a ghost to you.
Literally, I am.

The Artist

Everyday she drew,
on paper, on the walls,
on the chalkboards in school, on backs of buildings,
and even on her own body.
Everything that came into reach, she drew.

The adults asked her,
"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
But she ignored them, living in her own little world, by her own rules.

It was as if, everything drawn on canvas came to life.
What was better than living in a world of self-perfection?

One day, she met someone.
Someone called a "friend"
She drew that friend a picture
without using pencils or paper or paints or crayons.

That perfect medium she used was her heart.
She took out her glass heart and gave it to him
He thanked her, taking it with him.

The next day, he gave her heart to another
who shattered it to pieces.
Now this girl draws for the rest of her life
without a glass heart.

The Walls tell the Truth

On the walls,
they crawl.
I can see them
as they watch me.
They're mocking me, begging me, wanting me...
As my soul calls out to them.
The walls painted with red written words,
“I think I love you

Applications / Heart, Mind, & Soul
« on: March 11, 2007, 05:21:19 am »
Oh wow... haven't been here in a while... (forgot my password...)

Anyway... I'm sorry that you find it annoying ._.;;;
So... if you were me, what would you do to fix this?

Well... I did actually make a new layout for the month... I'll probably end up changing it again next month... but now that I look at it... it's a kinda blinding at some point... >_> *sigh*

General Chat / how to deal...
« on: January 26, 2007, 11:36:42 pm »
For the benefit of myself, it's better. But for her... if she continues to act this way, she'll end up alone.
Oh well... I guess she's gotten plenty of warnings.

I remember one time she made me do something I didn't want to do... and after I did it, I kicked her in the shin which left her a bruise. She was good to me for the whole year after that. But that was long ago... when I was still a kid. Literally. Ok... pre-teen... well... more like grade 8er... >_> Anyway...

General Chat / how to deal...
« on: January 25, 2007, 06:32:43 am »
Quote from: Gwyn
Well that's just girls in high school for you.
*sigh* probably. >_<
I guess I should just ignore her then... even if she's a @#$%.

Munerift: Pandas are fun. So are 3-headed dogs. ;)

General Chat / how to deal...
« on: January 24, 2007, 06:26:43 am »
The problem is that she's being a problem to herself and other people. She's being so conceited... and tries to be someone she's not. She's like a freakin' poser. I just came back to school after being away for so long (I was sick... but yeah long story) and well... when I really needed her help, she wouldn't give it to me. Maybe I'm just being selfish, but usually my real friends help me when I want and need it. I don't know how she's treating my other friends, but to me, she kinda looks down on me as if she's better than me. She told other people something stupid like... "she probably won't get a date" Blah... I'm don't really care about that stuff anyway... I just hate it when she ditches her friends when there's someone more "popular" is around and only comes back when she has no one. Oh... plus she's a slut that meets guys on the internet. *ahem* VERY smart.

Even if you DO tell her she's being a bitch to her face... she really doesn't change. She doesn't take it into consideration. But I have to be nice to her anyway cuz my friend, Sphynx needs a place to stay for the rest of the year, and I need a place to raid when I feel like escaping from home. I can't to go Sphynx's place cuz she doesn't have one. ;_;

Yesh... being an animal is VERY fun. ;)

General Chat / how to deal...
« on: January 23, 2007, 06:44:21 am »
with those oh-so-bitchy-friends. YESH! I am bringing my problems to the forum and am complaining about it. I need a place to rant a little. Sorry dudes. O_O It's one of those teenage girl problem things.

So yeah... what would you do... if you had to deal with an uncooporative "friend" and even if you wanted to stop being this person's friend... you couldn't cuz they happen to have the same friends as you so you'll have to deal with that person anyway.

Anyway.. what I REALLY wanna do is break this person's legs and torture her until she stops being the slut she is. Unfortunately for me, girl world happens to be a little different then psychopath world. Ohh... ;_;

For guys... I heard if they don't like a certain dude... they'd just shun(sp? oh well) him from the rest of the group.

So yeah... feel free to share any stories or opinions with me. Just don't think I'm the bitch because... I DESERVE A TIME AND PLACE TO RANT! AHH!!!! >__<

General Chat / need help on rating my comic, please
« on: January 23, 2007, 06:29:35 am »
I agree with Munerift. It might be better to warn your viewers if your comic is starting to have some of that content... But most kids won't mind that stuff anyway if they're mature and not you know... >_>

Maybe you could highlight which pages have MA17 ratings by putting an "*" beside the page title in the archive and letting them know that "*" pages are for mature viewers only... so the viewers don't have to read it if they don't want to (or if their parents happen to be in the room)...

Well.. that's one thing you could do...
Another could be to put warnings on the page before... like on your comments or something that the next page will have mature content.

But whatever, you don't have to do it. It's just an open suggestion that you use if you want. ;p

Applications / Heart, Mind, & Soul
« on: January 22, 2007, 02:58:52 am »
Fesworks: I don't really mind updating all 3. It's easy to just add a new page when I update. Redundant, yeah... but hey, if I don't mind updating them all, might as well. If someday I happen to get tens of thousands of visitors then I'll probably just stick to the comic dish one, haha. But... other than that... what do you think of the content?

Applications / Heart, Mind, & Soul
« on: January 21, 2007, 03:26:00 am »
Xepher: Ahahaha... don't worry... I'll make the new layout bigger... I like making small layouts... ^^;;

Fesworks: Hmm.. if you find that annoying... I'll consider changing it. And... I put them on different hosts so that I could try them out to see which one I liked better. I started with SJ, but I didn't really like it, so I tried DD and CD. They're all pretty good... but I mean... it kinda gives the visitor a choice on which host they want to go to. People on DD can use the DD mirror and SJ users can go to the SJ one. Plus, if one of the hosts stop working at least there'll be 2 other mirrors to go to.

Applications / Nuthouse Comics Inc.
« on: January 18, 2007, 05:18:21 am »
So... are you going to upload the html onto geocities so that you can show us?
I don't have a neopets account so I can't see... ;_;

Applications / Heart, Mind, & Soul
« on: January 18, 2007, 05:10:38 am »
Sorry for posting again... but I just wanted to show you guys the new CG painting I did...
I'm quite proud of it, despite the flaws...

Applications / Heart, Mind, & Soul
« on: December 31, 2006, 01:59:23 am »
Yeah... I know... the watermarks are pretty distracting... I know I should've done invisible watermarks, but I'm so lazy... >_>

Well... that's  not much of an excuse... but in the future... I'll try to put it in the corner and in small font lol. ^^;;

General Chat / 2007 Web Cartoonist's Choice Awards
« on: December 24, 2006, 02:50:45 am »
How does one participate in this? Do you simply need to nominate someone?

General Chat / Wow... some people are too bored.
« on: December 21, 2006, 01:28:02 am »
yeah... that's a smart idea, lol.

Misc. Content / pictures!
« on: December 21, 2006, 01:24:27 am »
Yeah, probably. lol

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